Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Lost In Thought
I ran across a blog recently of someone I know. It was lovely. Inspiring really. You know those people who make you want to be your best self? Achieve the things you know you can achieve by you let yourself hold you back? Self doubt is so exhausting. I don't know why I need to think so much before I do things. One moment I feel so inspired to do something I have always wanted to do and the next moment I am totally distraught by all my weaknesses and telling myself all of the reasons why I shouldn't. I need to make some changes. I am in such a slump lately and I am in dire need to feel successful in some way. I want to go to sleep at night feeling I got the most out of my day. Be that in the quality time I spent with my son, or the time I spent in making my house beautiful and clean, working to accomplish and goal, or just learning something new. I just need to be more. That is all.